2400 - 03/17/25 11:32 PM

why am i in a constant state of derealization and disassociation

it doesnt even occur to me i exist

i am only sure of my brain existing

i dont feel physically anywhere

i dont feel mentally anywhere

its like my brain is affected by things that don't exist

i think i wouldn't be affected if i didn't get triggered from trauma related shit

im 2400 miles away from my boyfriend

i cant stand being so far