2400 - 03/17/25 11:32 PM
why am i in a constant state of derealization and disassociation
it doesnt even occur to me i exist
i am only sure of my brain existing
i dont feel physically anywhere
i dont feel mentally anywhere
its like my brain is affected by things that don't exist
i think i wouldn't be affected if i didn't get triggered from trauma related shit
im 2400 miles away from my boyfriend
i cant stand being so far