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tonight i held a gun in my hands - 3/27/24

currently 3:00 am

ive gone through all sorts of hell tonight

i found my dads gun under his bed while he was sleeping

it took so much effort to be quiet

i took the gun to my room

i held it up to my chin and tried to turn it to hit my brain so i die instantly just in case

and i pussied out at the last second and started crying so hard and struggled to stay quiet

after i put the gun back exactly how it was. hopefully noone finds out.

maybe tommorow night

fuck