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tonight i held a gun in my hands - 3/27/24
currently 3:00 am
ive gone through all sorts of hell tonight
i found my dads gun under his bed while he was sleeping
it took so much effort to be quiet
i took the gun to my room
i held it up to my chin and tried to turn it to hit my brain so i die instantly just in case
and i pussied out at the last second and started crying so hard and struggled to stay quiet
after i put the gun back exactly how it was. hopefully noone finds out.
maybe tommorow night
fuck